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I'm going to post a bunch today until my internet dies. Hi everyone Thank you for your condolences and your well wishes. I know the past years have been hard on all of us I know many of you are in similar circumstances, and your heartfelt concern mean much to me. I buried my sister yesterday, it was exhausting. you have stress, a time sensitive situation, logistics, a social gathering, and overwhelming grief which is also fun if your still grieving for another family member who recently passes on. Thats the situation with my dad, isn't taking it well, I'm almost no help anymore. I'm under stress to make sure he's taken care of, he's obviously old I am trying to get him to a family member before I become homeless. I cannot take him with me, I have no money, and in 30 days I will have no place to live, which I think I can personally handle, but I know I can't handle with a while caring for an elderly man. I'm asking for help but here's the thing, I can't set up a PayPal because it

So... my sister died 3 days ago... one of the sucky things about growing old (I'm old so I know) is people you know die. It's an always surprising existential massacre, especially when it's your sister. She was a thoughtful generous soul that put her health at risk helping my mom and dad after hurricane Maria. My mom had dementia and was diabetic and my dad couldn't help much being elderly himself we got themout and brought them here. I came to help because my sis couldn't do things like grocery shopping or cleaning. And when my mom passed 2 years ago my sister's health just got worse. I've been here 9 years, I gave up a lot. I moved in to her dilapidated house in the middle of the woods I had no access to any social services no friends I lost every possession I owned I lost 3 sketch books the equivalent of almost 40 years of fbb artwork everything. I now have 32 days to move out. so that happened. I grieve but I've made a decision I have no choice but I feel good about it it's the

Stupid freaking holidays Got my time all jacked up my timeliness is off I just got back so I'm gonna post now